Lately, there’s only mistakes around me.. Everything i do, must be end up with FAIL in a result.. So bad. Too much bad. I dun know why lately my self esteem also down. Really2 down. Down to inside the earth until you can ever see it. Fell like that my passion in work has been crashed badly (much more bad crashed than Jason car’s that i did before). Really bad. And sometimes i feel like that my passion can’t be recover anymore. I’m a person which is easily can give up when what have i been done end up with fail.. Yup! I felt so bad and think about to give up. I know this is really bad behaviour. But, i also can’t help myself out of its. When i felt so down. I won’t do anything and just think to run away from it. Run as far as i could. Until no one can ever find me. I want to be alone. I want to go to the place that no one ever know me. No one will speak with me. No one will disturb me. I need to refresh my mind, my soul and myself. Analyze all the mistakes and take a good action and solution. I really2 want to learn from that mistakes.
For those who had accepted all my mistakes and willing to forgive me, thank u very3 muchh..!!! i really do appreciate it. Too much appreciation which i can’t repay it. Only ALLAH can give the reward. For those who had forgave me and give me another chance also, please guide me and bring me to the right path. Thank u very much. Very3 much. For at least, i know that life is so much adventure and as a human who live because of ALLAH, as long as i breath the air, i need to do what has been ordered to me as His hambaNya... Alhamdulillah.. syukur Alhamdulillah.. thanks to ALLAH who had arrange all the things happen to me as i’m under His authority. Syukur... i still not being overboard and there still an Iman in my life.. thanks ALLAH.. who had given me the light to me continue my life...
All the mistakes that i had, i will take it as my lesson and get improve my life to be a better person.. :)
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